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Post by christopher peyton james on Jun 27, 2011 18:04:10 GMT -5
Chris new he hurt her with the comments he made about her brother, he knew what it meant to lose someone who was your world. He was going to try his hardest to forgive her, but that meant living with the fact that she thought he was the reason Maggie died. Did she really think that? He was unsure. He didn't know what to do.
This girl, whom he had barely known for a few hours, Had already taken his heart, and now she was bearing his child. He didn't have to ask if it was his, he knew. He wondered how far along she was, if she had been to the doctor.
Well I figured that had something to do with it. I am sorry if you regret any of it. I feel terrible from taking that from you. He looked into her eyes, it felt right to be hugging her, comforting her, but also felt wrong in a few ways also. If she really thought of him as a mistake, he shouldn't be hugging her. How far along are you? Have you been to the doctor yet?
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Post by mahkenzie lee garland on Jun 27, 2011 18:58:31 GMT -5
Kenzie sighed, feeling relaxed now that she was in his arms again. There was just something about him. He did not seem to judge her. Sure he had said some things to her that were awful. However she had said some things to him too that were hurtful. She was sorry for those things. She should have never said that Maggie's death was his fault. She didn't think that. Nothing that she had said was the truth, or what she thought. She needed to apologize for that. She should tell him how she really feels. IT was not fair for her to let him go on thinking she hated him, and that she blamed everything on him. How could they move on past this if she didn't express her feelings to him.
She sighed hearing his words. The hug felt nice, but he just wasn't. Putting himself into it? "I don't regret anything. Not one part of it. You are exactly the guy I imagined to be my first... I should be about six weeks along. I have not seen the doctor yet, but I have an appointment next week." she spoke to him softly looking him in the eyes. "Look, I don't regret any of it. And I do love you. I don't blame you for Maggie's death, and I never should have said that. And I am sorry." she said backing out of the hug. Taking a couple steps back from him. "You don't have to be with me just because I am pregnant. If you cannot move past the things I said I won't be mad at you. All I ask is that you be here for the baby. I will be fine." she said honestly, staring him in eyes. Just wanting his honesty and not to be lead on.
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Post by christopher peyton james on Jun 27, 2011 22:37:37 GMT -5
I meant what I said. I love you. For some reason, which I can't figure out. A glass of sweet tea, a few hours of talking, and a one night stand, and I am completely in love with you. I don't quite understand it myself. But believe me when I say that I want to be with you. Be a family. Our son or daughter deserves the best. I knew from the moment I saw you that I would love you one day, and that day is now. He meant every word. He had forgiven her for the things he said, which kind of bothered him, because if it had been anyone else, they would be dead to him.
I forgive you, I know you didn't mean it. And I apologize for what I said about your brother. It wasn't your fault at all. I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. And as for you and the baby. I want to be a part of it. All of it. Not just the babies life, but yours as well, if you will have me. He pulled her back into the embrace, lighter this time, not as much comforting as it was loving.
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Post by mahkenzie lee garland on Jun 27, 2011 23:57:29 GMT -5
Now Kenz was a whole different type of scared. What if he took that as his out. Which is what it kind of was. She was allowing him to walk away from her if he chose to, but not their child. She didn't want him to stay with her if he didn't want. She had never been one to fight for a relationship when her boyfriend did not want to. She was not going to push him, or persuade him. Everything was his own choice, and she made it obvious with her previous words. The ball was in his court if you would. She loved him, and that was no doubt. She could not deny that in the least. She didn't know what it was about him that drove her crazy, but he did. None of this was like her, yet she was doing it. Interesting.
He found three different ways to tell her that he loved her, and in that moment she knew that he was just perfect in every way shape and form. She knew he would not leave her, and she felt comforted. She heard him speaking again, and then she was up against his once more feeling his embrace. This time it was different. Not comforting, but loving this time. And she gently wrapped her arms around his waist. This was all just perfect. Well, maybe not earlier. But now it was perfect to her. He was everything she had imagined in the man she would have a child for. Now she was not jumping into the thoughts of marriage. All she was focused on was the here and now. Why focus on anything else?
She sighed looking up at him as she took his hands in her own. "Please... come home with me tonight." so it was a bold statement, but it felt right. She needed him that night. She wanted him, all of him, like she had had a month and a half ago; when everything was perfect. That was before she had gone and messed it all up. Truth be told her walls were crumbling down around her. And she was letting him in. She just prayed he would go with her. And try and make things like they were before.
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Post by christopher peyton james on Jun 28, 2011 0:17:54 GMT -5
Chris smiled as she took him in an embrace. He felt her love. He felt it in every which way possible. Marriage was not really on his mind either, at least not yet. This was the 21st century and usually, a baby came before a marriage. He had a feeling this was not her normal everyday way of doing things. He thought her to be a traditional young woman. But now, he was glad she wasn't because none of this would be happening. Though he never thought he would be a father at such a young age, he was excited about the idea.
Absolutely He put his hand to her cheek, kissing her forehead again, before turning to the street and calling for a taxi. He didn't care if either of them drove their vehicles, he didn't care. They were going to her place, and a taxi was taking them, so they could hold each other until they got there.
(ooc- Wanna post in housing and ill just reply there?)
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